So today starts the New Year in all reality for us.
Back to school.
Back to work for Mimi and Pa-pop and Daddy.
Back to a schedule.
Back to some semblance of order in our lives.
Our lives have been such chaos and such disorder over the last months.
Then came Christmas Break....and surgery...and more hospital stays...
and more CHAOS.
I, for one, am actually excited to be back to REAL LIFE, to a schedule.
Usually I just love break. I want it to go on and on because it means Jason is home with me. Two parents.
But this time, I am ready for normalcy.
I am feeling better and I am ready to take on LIFE again.
Today Andrew and I went to the library.
We went grocery shopping-from a planned list.
(I actually planned out meals for the week and am planning to cook them all from scratch!)
THIS IS HUGE.
THIS IS WHAT I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR, LOOKING FORWARD TO, LONGING FOR...
THE ABILITY TO FUNCTION, TO LIVE IN MY, IN OUR, LIFE AGAIN.
i EVEN MADE HOMEMADE BREAD TODAY.
don't know if it will turn out, its been so long-but I tried.